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16th May 2009

May 16 2009 / 4:37am: I can't even convince myself
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
Current Mood: confused

6th May 2009

May 06 2009 / 8:32pm: it seems like it was for the longest time but its only a month! (:
Happy 1 month anniversary, baby!
ily!(:
 
 
 
Current Mood: happy

26th April 2009

Apr 26 2009 / 4:49pm: I thought that I should let you know.

Baby, this situation's driving me crazyyy
Cos I really wanna be your lady

I thought that I should let you know

That my heart is damaged,
So Damaged & you can blame the one before

I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart
Nothing seems to work for me



You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words 
You gotta show me something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again


Tell me are you up for the challenge!
So how you gonna fix it?
Baby I got to know,  What are you gonna do?

10th January 2009

Jan 10 2009 / 1:23pm: UNFAITHFUL.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he
knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
He's here reluctantly
 
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he
knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun
and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer oh (a murderer)

No no no

Yeah yeah


EMOTIONAL TORMENT
I'm not unfaithful nor ungrateful but I feel so link with the first part of the song. I dont want to be the one to hurt others anymore. yet why am I getting this treatment from you? it hurts me, & makes me think I'm not good enough for you.

 

22nd May 2008

May 22 2008 / 10:41pm: mrs. smith

today is my second day at work.
&was a little late!
& I'm abit worn out already.

I think im performing quite ok at my current job,
but dont know what my manager thinks of it.
well, after work today I went to ice cream chef to get my pint of ice cream to take home
mrs, smith with marsmallow, yum yum!
I will want to try mixing shortbread the nxt time
cos it was tempting today but I could only mix one topping.
then went to the bus stop to take bus 
but upon reaching the bus stop I realised that my ez card had a minus value in it already!
so I dig for coins but was short of 10cents & my smallest note was 10$ 
so I turned to a lady waiting at the bus stop,
to ask if I could changed my 10$ note so I could take the bus 
but she didnt have enough so I said do you have coins.
at that moment I felt like I strunk cos so paiseh :s
I had to beg for coins just to take a bus. 
In the end she gave me a 20cent coin. 
Thank God & her so that I could take the bus home.
hopped on the bus, upon reaching my stop it rained
& i didnt had an umberella so had to walk in the rain in my heels.
was so scared of the slippery floor so took a long time to reach home
& had to walk in the rain.
& at the coffeeshop near my house I met wc's aunty.
was listening to my ipod so i just smiled at her and walked off.

Thought I could reach home early,
but realising I forgotten my keys today.
so had to wait for my sis to come home to open the door.
but it wasnt very long till she reached home.

Current Mood: tired
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